I have recently allowed myself the opportunity to act completely insane. Maybe that’s an exaggeration because I am dramatic after all but yesterday I was a mess, and I’m proud of it because I got some healing out of it.
There’s a lot the general public didn’t see, and that was the war going on in my head. But with some venting to God and friends, it provided some much needed free therapy. I got it all out, all the things that were in my mind, I worked out angry because I had a lot of self hate, but at the end of the day I was okay.
God is so good to me and loves me at all stages, even when I don’t love myself. I’m also incredibly thankful for my friends, my heart is full of love others have shown me.
I think i’ll make steak tacos today so go look at my instagram.
-nathan