I can’t hide my enthusiasm for the switch being flipped. The switch into a positive headspace, we outchea! Today I’m screaming healing and God’s kindness towards me. I’m owning my shit, owning my need to heal, owning myself and my vibe.
Ugh it’s been too long since I journaled, but I felt it was neglected and wanted to do that today. I turn everything into a joke, that’s my coping mechanism, but I’ve stopped self-deprecating humor. No more making fun of myself because that’s not an accurate reflection of who I am. I am embracing my good qualities and showing myself grace. When I type out or say positive things about myself, I feel renewed. Honestly I have to fake it a lot but taking what i’ve learned about love and kindness and applying it to myself really boosts me. I’ve had a lot of conversations with the lord recently, mainly because i’ve been overthinking and causing unnecessary anxiety as a result. The Lord has really showed me a lot of peace and calmness lately when I just slow down. Life shit is gonna happen, but if I just slow down, I’ll be alright.
-nathan